ADOLSCENCE
Being at the level of adolescence, from my point of view, it’s a stage where everything in your life start ticking. It is a long walk which you have to go through to reach a stage, the stage of adult. It could be the best time you have ever had but at the same time the worse. But there is no turning back. Being at this stage, we do many things we wish we did not do and at the same time things we wish we could have done. Some good things to reflect on and stuff to take as a lesson to benefit us in the future.
Being a teenager, was the best time in my life. Having the freedom and the trust to do what you want, was the best thing anybody can ask for. I got all that from my parents. At the peak of my teenage life when I was 16 years old. I started to go out with my friends and it was hard for my parents to control me. And I remembered my dad saying “you can go and do anything but remember your limits and lastly remember you are my daughter”. That always remind me that I should not mis use the trust my parents have on me.
But having the key, I kind of mis use it, when I was ending my teenage life. When I was 18 years old, when I steped out of my house to go study in KL. I forgot my limits. I was all alone, far away from my parents. I started to enjoy life and become too wild I did not study caused I had a lot of problems, got myself too involved with boy friends and too much with my friends problem and many more. I started all the bad habits which all teenagers would do. I got influence by people. Made a mistake, drop out of college and had to face my parents. I started to regret, wishing I had not done all that.
This is my second chance and I have no wish to blow it again. I am trying my best to focus and concentrate on with my life to be some one.