MAkiNg cHoiCes....

people might think i m going mad. but i jt dunno why there are so many of choices in this world.i never knew making one will be so difficult. i never had problems choosing and making a decision when it came to shopping buying shoes or my food or even my ice cream flavour but i now it is making me stress to actually make decision in work.. is it because the money is blinding me..but in a way i am not doing anything wrong..i m using it for all good purpose to give a helping hand to my family and to pay up myself without being too dependent on parents cause i m 21..for me 21 is abt taking responsibilities of yourself like my expense, my studies, my entertaiment n blah blah...

Waking up in the morning today with my mind so unpeacefull cause of un made decision running thrugh my head. I couldn't even stop thinking of it when i was brushing my teeth. i was figuring n calculating on my mindwhat i m gonna do, how much i will get n how m i gonna fit in with classes n tuition n all other things. Thinking about last night and the choices i hv to make today morning is stressful cause i m not able to think right on what to do and what to say to my teacher at work and see the importance of it specially my studies because both means a lot to me. i wish someone can make decision for me like how when i was small my parents did but now all my parents say is "ur big enough to know what is right ma"

i was still wondering what i need to do till lunch time but something jt help me to think more like a fantasy story said by some1wise to help people, this is mayb jt a small decision to be made from other bigger decision that i hv to make in the future. it can be stressfull with problems occuring in you making you feel guilty or however but its maybe jt a test to from god to see how you manage it.. though i dont believe so much in god but mayb this is how it works..n there is solution to it..it depends how u gonna take a step foward to solve it face it.

i discovered one thing today, that our lives are made up of choices that we hv to make, sometimes you make the right 1 n sometime the wrong 1 but remember to always stay POSITIVE, because no matter how bad things are now, life can always change for the BETTER, though its difficult to chosse because there are many choices, but it has to be done because there are bigger decision out there compared to mine.. and if they can make one, so can i, all i hv to do is do it n dont regret